वाह वाह

इस जिन्दगी में हमने
क्या कुछ नहीं सहा है
इक गम को लगा कर गले
खुशियों को अलविदा कहा है
.....

spiderman 3

why does every spiderman movie end up with mary jane held hostage?

i don't think spidey has been beaten so much in any of the two earlier movies.

all that alien gooey stuff is so hilarious. venom is clearly the worst villain till now.

sandman is good though. but his birth is comic again. i wonder why people mock rajnikant and applaud these scenes.

and there's science too. like that prof telling peter - be careful, that stuff is symbiotic. wtf!!

this time, there isn't even any danger to the world - america, that is.

is there an explanation how venom got spidey's web-building powers?

i think mary jane looks pathetic in every scene. so does peter's mom.

that new girl is terrible. i hate her.

i loved doc oc [:(]!

[btw, i watched it at 5 in the morning. in a terrible mood :P]

...

life. pain. and happiness. joy. and sorrows.

memories. all of them. some buried. some alive.

sometimes it hurts to remember the happy times.

remember not to remember.

walking a thin line.

insomnia. sleepiness. can you get both? i have.

sleep. i thought i was sleeping safe. and then i woke up.

sleep. and a leap. away from consciousness. far away.

leave me numb. and dead.

...

a wall and a brick
yet what's one
without the other?
but walls break down
and the bricks lie there
strewn across the way
doing just what the wall did
stopping you, hurting you.

smile

just because they say
a smile is worth
a zillion tears
doesn't mean you
HAVE to cry
before you smile

आँखों की ज़ुबानी

कल छोटे से किसी आसमान के टुकड़े से
झांकती दिखी थी दो आंखें
दर्द भरी , नीली नीली
मुझको ताकती दो आंखें

बरसें हैं बादल आज फिर से कहीँ
खारी बूंदों ने दस्तक दी है
होंठों ने तो बस चुप्पी ही साधी
आंखों ने कहानी कही है

भीगे मन को और कितना भिगोऊँ
पानी बन मन बह चला
कल कोई और कहानी थी
आज कोई और किस्सा बन मैं चल चला

दिन गिनते, रातों का हिसाब रखते
अब तो आंखें पथरा गई हैं
और इस पत्थर पर ना जाने कितनी नदियाँ
अपने अस्तित्त्व के निशां छोड़ गयी हैं

गूगल की जय!!

google transliteration क्या fundoo चीज़ है !! अब मुझे हिंदी में लिखने के लिए एक अलग editor use नहीं करना पड़ेगा!! अँधा क्या चाहे दो आंखें !! अब तो ख़ूब हिंदी लिखो!! मज़े में लिखो !! वाह वाह!! इसी बात पर बोलो गूगल की जय !!

thoughts

think. think. and some more. thoughts flying across neurons. at speeds faster than i can see. traveling across an eternity. spanning an abyss that never was.

ideas. half-baked ones. happy ones. gloomy ones. spluttering and dying and rising from the ashes.

emptiness. in all this commotion. lonely in a crowd. a search for something that isn't there. the brain is a big labyrinth.

it hurts. not just a headache. hurts to think. hurts to remember. hurts to dream.

think and die.

colors

black. and white. black again.

i'm all gray. so many grays. fading into black. the whites are scant. getting scanter.

blue isn't just a color. it's me. deep blue. deep down blue. blue like the ocean and the sky. endless. but scattered. in a continuum.

red blood. splattered over me or vice versa? lots of red. red eyes seeing red.

yellow. my dreams. painted bright yellow. and then blackened over again and again.

the black makes a return. one black drop and you forget the rest. black is the best. or is it the worst?

needs

it's a need-based world, isn't it? you scratch my back and i scratch yours? there's the need to love, the need to be loved, the need to be appreciated, the need to let someone in. the need to be understood, the need for exclusivity, the need to reach out.

so are we selfish bastards after all? the self reigns supreme?

or am i just being cynical?