the end, somewhere

i closed down one more blog today. this one was short-lived though. lasted about six months. some 100 posts. but it had taken me five months of thinking just to start that blog. a lot of pain and hurt there. and i had been wanting to close it ever since the day i started it. but i simply couldn't. coz it let me talk to a part of myself that i couldn't otherwise connect to. a part i've been trying to kill for many days now. not that i killed it by closing that blog!! but it's still a first step.

and this is the only blog i have now. and one day, this too, will have run its course. but that day is far away.