sorry state :P

every time i'm happy
and i can't share it with you
i end up
telling you everything
speaking to myself
crying to myself
i miss you
and it hurts

every time i realise
you're just a phone call away
i end up
staring at the phone
wishing it to ring
crying to myself
i miss you
and it hurts

every morning i wake up
to a memory long lost
and i end up
remembering many more
wishing you were here
crying to myself
i miss you
and it hurts

but more than everything else
it hurts every time
i tell myself you're gone
never to come back
it's been a year or more
and i still do it everyday
cry to myself
and miss you