random notes

=>i am angry. at no one in particular. not even at myself. but the anger is there.

=>have no idea whether i'm going to go for finance or marketing as a specialisation. and the summer internship placements are just 15 days away.

=>btw, am looking forward to the ppts here. coz unlike the ones at my earlier college, the companies here provide snacks at the ppts [:P]!

=>there's this prof whom people find interesting. but i've almost slept through the three classes that we've had. he's not bad. but he's not great either.

=>i don't feel like studying this term. there's this weary feeling that has been haunting me ever since the start of this term. something is wrong somewhere.

=>i've started missing breakfast. something i never did earlier.

=>i have a bad habit of leaving leftovers after every meal. when i see the food, i get all enthusiastic and feel like eating a lot but then i get bored when i start eating and can't finish all that i take onto my plate.

=>the insomnia has returned.

=>i drew lots of crazy stuff in class today. in one drawing, a girl was crying and the tears formed a pool around her and a boy was drinking out of it through a straw!! then there was a tree which had thorns on all its branches and flowers underground.

=>i wish i could draw well. i would have drawn all that i dream. and then they would have felt real.

=>i remember many of the dreams i have while sleeping. sometimes as late as a day after i had them.

=>the prof i mentioned above - he likes people to come dressed immaculately. i went to class unshaven. i wanted to see what he would do and say. sadly, he did nothing.

=>today, in class, i remembered a talking mouth i used to make when i was a kid. but i couldn't recall how exactly it was made. i tried and tried but i couldn't make it [:(]! i fidgeted and sat absent-mindedly through that class! when i came back, i searched on metacafe. i had to navigate through 23 pages before i finally got what i wanted!! see it here !!

=>blogger transliteration isn't working in firefox for me [:(]! don't know why that's happening. google transliteration works all fine though. i had to use that for the previous post. everything's fine in IE !! will have to try to find out why this is happening.

=>it's been so many days since i've written something.

=>i think i'm going insane. finally.