a conversation

what's wrong with you?

where did this come from?

i mean, why can't you talk normally with me? you always are so ... made-up and masked... this isn't you..

is it really so? do i give out that impression?

aw, come on!! give that bullshit to someone who doesn't know you!! agreed, we aren't a couple anymore but can't we be just friends ?

if you know me - and i think you do - you know i'd love to have that happen to me.

then why don't you try... why this hesitation? look, you must accept the fact that we weren't meant to be together...

that's not an easy thing to do, is it?

but it's something you must do. coz that's the FACT!! and you can't run away from it.

if there's anything i'm running away from, it's myself...

there you go again... we were friends way before we fell in love, weren't we?

yes, we were. in fact, this friendship was the reason why we fell in love...

then why forget that friendship? you can't marry every girl you are friends with, can you?

you aren't exactly any or every girl, are you? for me, you were the one and only girl. you're the only one i've ever wanted to marry.

that is NOT going to happen. i repeat - NOT!!!! if that's the case, why do you bother talking to me at all?

i just want to listen to you voice sometimes...

please.. not that sentimental stuff again... i've had enough of it. you still haven't answered my original question...

which one?

why do you put up a charade and act so distant when you talk to me?

coz i'm afraid i'll get addicted to your voice. and then you'll stop talking to me someday and then what will i do?

so you are going to live your life in fear?

i don't think i have too much of a choice in this matter.

go ahead. it's your life. do whatever you want to with it.